As expected of Esu! Congratulations on hitting such a MASSIVE landmark!
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As expected of Esu! Congratulations on hitting such a MASSIVE landmark!
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A part of him wondered if this was how the branch Hyūga felt.
If they stepped out of line in front of the main family, that curse seal on
their forehead would overstimulate their cranial nerves. If left activated for
too long, it could cause paralysis, permanent brain damage, or even death.In
Fugaku’s case, trying to tell someone even the tiniest bit of information about
what Danzō did to him would result in unconsciousness. There was no telling
what else was limited now.So like Hizashi and all those who suffered like he had,
Fugaku needed to tread carefully. As much as he wanted to follow Danzō to his
house, slip past his operatives, and slit the man’s throat, he knew that wasn’t
an option anymore. Neither was the amount of conversation he shared with
Yashiro and the others.This cemented the beginning of the end for his career as
clan head. Now was the time for Itachi to prove himself as someone Fugaku could
trust the future to.But he noticed the averted gaze. His heart sank a little. “Son…something
else is on your mind. I want to ask what’s going on, but first, I have to ask…is
it something I should hear?” He was about ready to reach for a journal, afraid
that whatever it was…it probably wasn’t something he’d want Danzō to overhear.
“Over dinner. Nothing too important.” He gives his Father a brief smile. Itachi knew how to play Danzo’s game, and his eye flash briefly for a moment. Danzo is tracking the words his Father says, but he cannot track anything within the mind– A brief flash of genjutsu will give his Father the actual answer.
My room. There will be something for you to read. After dinner. Keep to the right of the hallway, use the first sliding door.
Alright, Danzo. Okay. The line had been crossed. He still hated the idea of clan pride, he still hated the act of rebellion, but Itachi had a wealth of information and he wasn’t actually alright with the clan being used as Danzo’s pawns.
He’d made excuses long enough… Now he just wanted to cut him out.
Having almost lost Shisui and having his Father disappear to act as his recording device was something that never should’ve happened…he should’ve put his foot down years ago.
His son was smart enough to understand what this meant. The rest of the clan
would interpret this as Fugaku being too ashamed to confront his key retainers
after being captured and tortured. They would see a man who felt shame in being
held hostage for so long, all because it meant there was nothing he could do in
the meantime for his clan.They would assume this was a shame thing: a loss of face. In those
instances, his key people would understand and give him space…but only for a
while. After that period of understanding wore off for the more impatient ones—Inabi
in particular came to mind—then Fugaku would come across as a coward.Then his loyalties would be put into question, as would his bravery. They
would wonder if his time in that unmarked prison rattled him so badly that he
was afraid to make another move. By that point, they’d confront him outright,
yell in his face about their mistreatment, and try to rile him back to the same
Fugaku-taichou they missed.But there was always the hope they would interpret this another way: that
Fugaku’s ordeal had left him badly weakened and in dire need of a strong,
uninterrupted recovery. It was the half-lie he planned to feed them, and hoped
they would be obedient enough to talk with him in written correspondence only.
Papers could always be burned.Outwardly, the village would see it as Fugaku placing more faith in his son.
In his poor health, he’d be relying on Itachi more, and therefore prepping him
to someday lead.By the time he was taken away, Fugaku
had started to suspect his son had changed sides: prioritizing the village over
his own people. Trusting him with those letters could be the last nail in
Fugaku’s coffin. He realized this, but what other choice was there?“I’ll need to limit what we say
aloud, too,” he added. “But will you help me with this? Can I trust you?” He
was starting to fear he couldn’t trust anyone.
Itachi had some morals, at least. He preferred a quick, painless death as opposed to torture. He did not like to see people suffer, even if they were opposing him. Perhaps, in some other turn of events, an exception could be made for his Father’s retainers, vile, aggressive people as they were. Other than that, he avoided causing unnecessary pain.
Danzo had crossed the line. His Father didn’t deserve to be used as Danzo’s plaything, much less an example, no matter how much Itachi had disagreed with him.
Nix the meeting– he’s not going, Danzo will just demand his Father’s letters or try to find some other method of grabbing them.
He remembers something else, gaze cast aside, and makes a note. But his Father needs an answer, and so Itachi draws a slow breath.
“Yes.” He’ll do his best.
Itachi looked so much older: so strong and healthy. Later, once he rested for a few hours and felt somewhat safe in his own home again, perhaps Fugaku would want to do what he used to do and talk with him in the den. He wanted to know how far his son had progressed in the ANBU. Was he still in that old man’s favor? How many favors were bestowed on him?
More importantly, he wanted to get a good look at Sasuke and see how he was holding up. ‘He has to be near the age of Academy graduation by this point.’ If so, he wanted to see him even more, if only to see what sort of Genin he was about to be. ‘Sasuke…did you continue practicing by yourself? Did you learn more jutsu on your own, or did anyone help you?’
It felt like a cruel prank on the village’s part. They deprived him of something he valued more than almost anything else in the world: being there for his sons’ formative years.
“He couldn’t get anything else out of me. I refused to break. But as for why…” He felt sick to his stomach for opening his mouth, but a black seal rested on the back of his tongue. Mikoto cringed when she saw how bad Fugaku’s teeth looked. “I can’t tell you. Literally. If I try, I’ll lose all oxygen and faint.”
But he had done something. ‘But I won’t allow it to work the way he hopes.’
“I won’t be attending the clan meetings anymore. I’ll need you to take meeting minutes and relay them back to me. Also, I can’t invite my retainers to the house anymore. The only contact I can accept with them now is written correspondence.”
Hopefully, Itachi was smart enough to know what this meant. His father was let loose with an eavesdropping seal etched into his body.
…Right.
Itachi’s brow sets.
He didn’t agree with Danzo looming over the clan and trying to stir them. But he also didn’t agree with his clan’s built-up anger, or the amount of pride they took in their name. Too much.
But this….this he couldn’t agree with. What was he in the ANBU for, if Danzo had just snatched his Father away to torture him? He supposed it worked as a diversion tactic. The clan had been too unsettled, worried they were next. Fugaku wouldn’t have been the first to disappear, only he’s lucky he’s alive. Kagen was replaced entirely. …Actually, that was still a slight possibility in Itachi’s mind, negated only that it would’ve gone smoother to replace him quickly. Sending a spy after a year’s absence simply didn’t work.
“Right.” This time he says it. He has to have a meeting with Danzo, clearly. But who knows what kind of answer he may get.
He can tell what this is, though. It’s a warning. A show of how much control Danzo truly has over the clan. He grabbed the head.
Mikoto tried stroking her husband’s back, only to become more distraught when she realized she could feel the notches in his spine even from beneath his black shirt. The man she married was strong and athletically built: sturdy with firm muscles. To her, he almost looked like a corpse: too thin, too pale, too old. It was the first time she’d ever found more than a lone stray gray hair on his head.
But she said nothing to him. Talking mean she ran the risk of bursting into tears. And if she did that, she’d wrap her arms around him and never let go. He didn’t need that, nor did he need to be interrogated tonight.
Fugaku looked at his child with tired, burnt-out eyes. “I–”
“Itachi,” Mikoto is firm. “You and your father can talk tomorrow. I’m sure he’s very tired and wants nothing more than to sleep.” She turns her head, wondering if Fugaku agrees.
He doesn’t. If Itachi still believed the village was fine, then he needed to see for himself just how corrupt the current Hokage’s regime could be.
“I was with Danzo,” he tells Itachi. “He and his men did this to me.” But he was slowly making his way to bed. Mikoto was right. He was tired.
…Danzo.
Danzo.
For a few seconds, Itachi doesn’t believe it. He’s maintained his ANBU position since he was 10 and during Fugaku’s extended absence. He’s nearing fifteen now.
Danzo did not tell him every single thing that went through his mind, but Itachi had always thought it was enough. He’d even turned down a few plans from Danzo that he found too obstructive.
Why release him, though, had he been planted with something, and sent back to the clan to instigate fighting, so Danzo had his reason to call for annihilation? It’s the wrong conclusion to come to, but Itachi doesn’t know who to trust, even Danzo is kept at arms’ length. This fatigue could be a ploy, and his expression shows his mind at work, brows furrowed thickly.
“It isn’t like him to release.” He seeks a challenge, ignoring his Father’s fatigue, and his Mother’s worry and panic.
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Mother’s silent as well– prompting him to grow suspicious. It could be that she doesn’t want to startle her husband with crying, or questions about where he’s been, or what’s happened to him. It could be the shift to try to mimic what life was before he left– a coping mechanism to prevent from having to process the entire situation all at once.
Either way, Itachi doesn’t like it, though for his own personal reasons. Sasuke won’t know how to react. Seeing Fugaku back, and not only back but visibly permanently injured, and showing fatigue…Sasuke will panic.
Itachi doesn’t think about how selfish the thought is, that he’d rather focus on how Sasuke would take this, not even thinking about his Mother, himself, or the man who actually had to face Danzo’s personal wrath.
Something kept from Itachi himself, clearly.
“Where have you been.” He cuts in, bare feet padding determinedly to his Father’s location, ignoring the crease in his Mother’s brow that tells him not now, this isn’t the time.
It is the time, he’s decided.


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Just how bad was the damage? How much had Itachi come to resent them all and felt wronged by Yashiro’s attacks? Had this sort of treatment gone on when Fugaku wasn’t there, on top of the tirade tonight in the clan meeting?
His son tried to lightly push away. Fugaku held him tighter, knowing the hurt and shame had reached critical mass. Itachi couldn’t handle anymore. This was his breaking point. And if it wasn’t managed properly, he could erupt and suffer permanent emotional damage.
‘As if I haven’t done enough damage on my own.’
“I’ll deal with him separately,” he informed Itachi. That man was a lieutenant. He was out of hand, but the clan meeting was neither the proper place nor time.
How is he supposed to even believe him.
Itachi wishes he could, wishes he could trust his own parents, but all this has done is tell him that no one is on his side but Shisui.
“Shouldve– said something then.” And he’s shaking, drawing in another pained breath. Godamnit it hurt, tight inside his chest, robbing him of precious air. It hurt that his own Father just let him become the target for their hatred. The example was set– dissent and go to the chopping block.
Itachi’s arm manages to wrestle itself free, if only to pitifully pound on his Father’s shoulder, eyes shut tight, knowing they’d bleed red if he dared open them.
He feels like he’s some whiny child, giving into the desire to be held and comforted. He never had this before, was never a child who needed to be coddled and constantly touched.
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His child didn’t cry. He hadn’t seen Itachi do that since he was four years old and standing by his side on the battlefield. In retrospect, taking him there had been a great mistake on Fugaku’s part. It tore at his psyche, broke him down, and proved to be one of the few times Itachi ever wept.
And then came today. The whole weight of the Uchiha world rested on the boy’s shoulders and in that meeting, he clearly felt as though his father didn’t support him.
But in a sense, Fugaku did agree with Yashiro. That man could have been more gentle with his words and treated Itachi like the naive, idealistic boy he’d always been rather than subjecting him to all the vitriol he’d lash at a grown man, but the rage was justified in the clan head’s eyes.
But not like this. Why. Why. It’s what he keeps hearing from Itachi, so he interprets it as why did he yell?
“He doesn’t understand,” Fugaku whispered. “He couldn’t possibly understand…”
“No.” It’s thick, like the rest of his voice, and it will likely be for some time. All of it is trying to come out now, after being bottled up for nearly seven years.
Itachi tries to push away from Fugaku. He should easily have enough strength to pull away, and create the distance, but the protest is weak, his body knowing it wants that reassuring touch. To know his Father isn’t completely against him.
“You didn’t…” A pause, to swallow the bile in his throat, to suck up the mucus in his nostrils in the ugliest possible sound. “You didn’t say anything.” Was he just supposed to deal with the abuse from those three men? Could he not have a differing opinion? Was there absolutely no room for discussion? All it took was one sentence and he was nothing short of a traitor to them. One dissenting opinion and the clan made him their enemy. This wasn’t how things are resolved.
Nothing quite stung like his own Father being staunchly silent in defending him from Yashiro. The man’s words, and the red eyes of the clan he thought he could take, but his Father’s silence…
Itachi takes it as the position his Father chooses. They are at opposite ends, and his Father chose the clan.
He really doesn’t expect the embrace. Itachi hasn’t been touched in any affectionate manner by any parent in what has to be years, in the infancy he doesn’t even remember, and he doesn’t have time to think his response through. A kunai is gripped in his hand tightly before it sinks in that he’s being held.
…By his Father.
All of his training is for naught. Itachi’s throat tightens, drawing in a sharp breath as if he were about to choke. His hand trembles, the metal of the kunai clanging on the concrete, and his vision blurs. Itachi can’t stop the tears, teeth gnashing painfully as he comes apart in his Father’s arms.
Why didn’t you defend me back then. He tries, and tries, but all that comes out inbetween thick sobs is the Why.